YNWA

WORST DAY EVER

You go to school and all you want to do is avoid being sad or pressured by teachers and peers. Your day is going okay but your friend didn't want to go on the bus with you, so you went by yourself. You feel confident reading a good book and your friends comes later and makes you feel bad and worthless a little. Then you go to class. Your teacher gives you back an essay and makes you feel worse. You don't have parents that help you with homework or speak English to revise your essay. You got a C and your "friends" revise it and tell you it sucks. Your next class and no one in there know you exist. You are constantly being judge by the guy next to you everyday. Your friends make you feel dumb and treat you like ****. Then ask you "Why are you always shy, quite and nerves?" You don't have the confidence to say it so you just think to your self Why do you think.You keep smiling and walking till the end of the day. You get home 4.2 miles away from school and you're tired. You can sleep because you stay up from 4-8pm studying and doing homework just to get everything wrong the next day. You finally make it to bed and cry yourself to sleep while have an anxiety attack and slowly drift away from reality. You dream of yourself...happy...laughing...escaping reality, but you wake up.....back into reality. You wake up at 4am and cry before anyone else wake up. NO body see you with the mask. No one see the tears. No body sees your pain. GUESS WHAT I CARE ABOUT YOU, SO DON'T HIDE FROM EVERYONE DON'T WORRY I'M YOUR FRIEND AND I'LL ALWAYS BE AND    YNWA

YOU
NEVER
WALK
ALONE 
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